Quiet in the South (2025)
Red skies skinning past the pines,
Cicadas hum where your voice once laced
The breeze with laughter, slurred and low-
Now silence burns more than I’d let you know.
Whiskey lies in mason jars,
I see your shadow drift between passing cars.
They say a storm comes slow, then floods,
But you left quicker
Than a blade draws blood.
I tried penning you a letter-
Are you riding back on broken tires?
Should I wait with open doors or light a fire?
My porch swing sways with yesterday’s silhouette-
I’m still here, I haven’t healed yet.
The moon seems to hold secrets that she won’t tell,
Just like you and your drunken spells.
Smoke from my candles curl like a prayer
Like they’re talking to a God
Who doesn’t seem to remember or care.
But I’m not bitter, just bruised and frail
From stacking all the love I gave-
It blew up in my face
Like adding gasoline to already burning blue flames.
You say “crazy”, I say, “no, this is just my inner hell”.
So are you coming tonight?
Or should I kiss this match goodbye?
Because darling, it’s become damn quiet in the south
When a man has to learn to live without.
M.H. John